Forever Undone


my husband selects
a golden urn
hearts circling its rims
a perfect choice
for our son
full of love and
warm bear hugs

my brother weeps
over the program
gazing at your first day of school face
smiling, waving goodbye
from the yellow school bus

my family celebrates your life
on an unseasonably warm day
in November
where the wrestling team
presents a lantern
listing extracurricular victories

my frozen heart
bursts into flames,
ashes scatter,
listening to you sing
“Drift Away”
forever undone

Barb Edler
January 17, 2024